4 March 2008;
My nick, zxc, tells you people with that face - I don't care!
Sometimes, I felt rather lonely.
I felt untrusted.
I felt rather disappointed.
Am I a person that you can never rely on?
Am I the one that does not know how to seal my lips when its the time?
Not that I'm emo or what.
However, I feel that I'm just a extra "piece of wood" that you should just burn.
Does not matter to whether this "piece of wood" would make a difference in your life.
I am not spreading my disappointment.
But to express how I feel.
I am not angry nor sad.
I am rather surprised what took place.
Moreover, its a group of people who made me felt that way.
Knowing for more than a fucking year and still counting....
A year can tell a lot of things from a particular person.
It can tell the true nature.
It can tell the characteristics.
It can tell... MANY things then you ever realised.
But in conclusion, I don't care about it.
I don't mind what happened.
I will not only pretend and also forgetting it.
Because its not worth the remembrance.
Not worth the backtrack, not worth having a memory for.
I am settled with no emotions now.
I do not feel unhappy, sad, angry, furious or etc.
But, please have faith in me...
I wished that you had understood me better.
Back to today's topicA rather cold day.
F&N was no doubt a big rush for me.
DAMN!Lessons were same as before, nothing changed.
After school, we played netball.
A so-called "trainings" for the 5A people on netball.
They are training to prepare for their Sports Fiesta.
That is so enthusiastic. (:
Miss Lim will love you people for sure. Haha!The players were Jaysline, Jocelyn, Nadiah, Peiqi and Clara.
Juihao, Fandy, Safwan and myself were their opponents.
Had a match later on with the SJAB people.
It was nevertheless a fun match. (:
Went to Tiong to eat and chat.
Eat LJS and chat till 9. :D
Tomorrow its the mock examination.
There will be no lesson for us.
All secondary 4s and 5s.
Although its only a mock.
Please, please.... Work hard for it! :D
All the best! (:
11:16 pm