22 March 2008;
Woah. A tiring night!!
How I wish someone understands me.
But there are none in this world yet.
It happens that no one would.
'Cause it just cannot be expressed by words that easily.
And if I expressed it, will you really understand?
You could not place yourself in my shoe because it didn't occur to you before.
You are my peers, my mates, my friends, my closest.
However, there is no understanding in between you and me.
No one understands... No one would... No one can... to meYou are waiting for this moment, which is messaging to you.
Like this, you can reply to him and have a chat.
I am sending you a message, so that I could have a chat with you.
However, you took much time or don't even reply.
And to him, its the opposite from me.
You replied him without stopping.
My heart got stabbed.
Like my heart stopped beating.
Like I can't breathe.
I am sad and angry at the same time.
But I will try to control.
I will not stay miserably mad and continue to stay as cheerful as I am always.
I will smile because smiling can cover almost all of me.
Just for you, I want you to stay happy.
I want to do something for you to make your laughter be around me.Went to Tiong and caught 2 movies.
Haha. Step Up 2 and Vantage Point.
Step Up 2 is still nice. Heh. I like it.
Vantage point.. Errr... That movie got my heart racing.
Its cool and the plan of assassination is really amazing.
Watched Step Up 2 with Mateen and taught him PoA.
Watched Vantage Point with Yichun and taught him Math.
And it happens that this 2 subjects are my B3 in O level.
This brings some sadness.
And I cannot believe in myself that much anymore.
I am scared, afraid.
But I will try to work on it, to get the results I want on the actual examination.
12:13 am