30 March 2009;
Night-out!
Night-out!
Just came back home after eating with Jervis and Gavin!
Jervis is a poor thing. ):
He don't have ________________!! Which is like OMG! X:
Lawls.
Anyway, back to where we eat.
We had roti prata.
Then there is this auntie who treated us drink. ._.
Gavin already bought his drink, so.... he didn't have one.
So, both of us were like, "WTH now? what to do!?"....
Hence, that ridiculous guy decided to call junhong.
He told junhong this:
JC: "Eh junhong! we tio dai ji liao!"
JH: "O,o? what dai ji?"
JC: "An auntie treat us drink and don't want us to pay!"
JH: "The nearest police is at cantonment."
LOLS. Its like damn lame luh!
Dai ji = auntie treat us drink don't want us to pay. =="
But, that auntie is really kind la. (:
Hahaha!
Then stayed till about 0330~
Alright! Nights then, this is kinda messy. =="
3:42 am
28 March 2009;
SAF'S DAY!
SAF'S DAY!
Hmm.... I think my blog has been getting fewer and fewer visitors!
This is no good at all! Haha!
Well, of course, a post to attract back the frequent viewers! (:
Well, life has been getting rather BORING as all of you guys know.
I'm waiting patiently for my FMO! Freshmen Orientation that is! (:
And, like i've always said : When people asks me out, another group asks me out.
When nobody asks me out, no one really asks me out! :O
WHAT IS THIS! LOL!
So, Junhong wanted to ask me out actually.
But, unfortunately i was outside with Safwan's clique. lols!
See, today is Safwan's birthday.
Hmm.. not actually today.. it's yesterday since its 0701 right now.
I was with Cheryllim, Zhaopeng, Yichun, Carmel, Zhengyi, Qizhi, Faeeqah, Angeline and definitely the birthday boy! (:
He is the 3rd one in that clique who turned 18!
Anyway, we went to Harbour Front Pizza Hut to celebrate his age of 18.
And they had this what you call as "tradition".
That is, putting the candle holder deep in the cake (they had ice-cream this time), and then the birthday kid had to use his mouth to pick the candle holder out.
The thing is, he was kinda stressful and scared that we will push his head... you know..?
So, in the end, he didn't do it. -_____________- haiss..... Lols.
Then Carmel, Zhaopeng and Faeeqah has to go.
Since Carmel has to go, like always, Yichun has to go too~
This is a standard procedure. lols. Sending girls home is a basic courtesy! (:
Well, although i don't... =_= ANYWAY, i am extremely courteous. --" i swear. X:
Hahaha!
Next, we went to watch Confession of a Shopaholic!
Oh my gawwwwddd! This is A MUST WATCH MOVIE! DAMN IT!
This movie feels just like 27 Dresses. As in the 'feeling'.
You know? That kind of 'feeling'(phueee ling!) that matches both of that movie!
Isla Fisher is the main cast. Well, she sure is cute! ^^
And i like cute girls. X: Hahahaha! Shhhhhh..... >.<
Then we went home, which is like "DUH~?".
Cheryl's mother sent us! :D
I went to eat with Yongjie.
Then went home to watch Hongkong drama!
Hahahahah!
Well, i should get myself on bed soon!
Or maybe not.....
Since i'm not going out today, i think... :S
I don't need to go and sleep at such an early hour! X:
Maybe i'll just watch Pokemon Battle Dimension!
And Happy birthday Safwan! (:
P/S: you guys may not see the font, so get it here and put it in your Font folder! (:
http://911fonts.com/search.php?s=k
The font is king cooL KC! (:
Well, you choose if you wanna see the font! ^^ It's totally fine with me if you don't! :D
6:55 am
25 March 2009;
Re: Shinigami-sama!
Re: Shinigami-sama!
I went to Wendell's house and then he saw my DP!
HOWEVER, he said my Shinigami-sama was WRONG!
So, i've changed into the correct one! :D
Ta-da!
Though it somehow feels the same.
But, its different! xD
Wahahaha!
And I've retrieved my wallet! (:
The inside is just as when i had lost it!
Its PERFECT! (:
2:13 am
23 March 2009;
Yoshi!
Yoshi!
Hi hi!
I'm like so obsessed with Soul Eater and made something to put in my msn's DP!
TAKE A LOOK! (:
Wohohoho!
xD Nice mahhh? >.<
10:12 pm
22 March 2009;
OMG!
OMG!
Went to Expo the day before yesteday with Kwanhong and Yongjie.
I've bought shoes, watch, clothes and it costs me 200 plus bucks. --"
The most expensive one is the watch lo. haix!
Well, its kinda like a warehouse sales.
And its really much much much MORE cheaper than normal price.
I'm not a big spender.
And this is my first time spending this much.
So.... its not even once in a while lo. >.<
Argh... Seeing myself spending this much breaks my heart to!
I was still thinking about getting a crumpler too! T_T
Damn it.
Argh... Gotta do other things now!
Well, i'm not telling you of course!
Wahahaha! xD
NIGHTS! (:
1:50 am
18 March 2009;
Lonely night...
Lonely night...
On the 18 of March, Wednesday about 2:27 in the midnight.
Zhengyee is looking at his computer screen writing at how he felt tonight on his blog.
He held his glass of drink, his so called "apple wine juice", and had a sip of it.
He stared at his computer screen blankly like how he wanted the words in the screen to come out of the monitor and play with him.
Zhengyee is so alone.
Mother is asleep, and the living room is filled with darkness.
The source of light only comes from his room.
He randomly typed this much of words and thus, he decided to stop doing it.
He started to strip himself.
Then he changed into his pajamas.
"Hai....", he sighed. And said to himself "What a lonley night...."
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ANYWAY, went out just now to Plaza Singapura to meet up with Jesses, Carmel, Yichun, Yiren and Qizhi.
We had Galare waffles and then to Kopitiam to have a proper meal.
I didn't eat because i wasn't hungry.
Played patapon 2 with yiren too.
Then all went home. -_-"
What a day man! >:O
Well.....
Good nights then.
Gotta go to patapon and then sleep suddenly! >.<
2:27 am
15 March 2009;
Resemblence...
Resemblence...
I had a dream.
A strange dream.
I thought it must be a joke.
But, by looking at this dream, remembering it.
I think its telling me that i'll be lonely...
Kenglong has a stead in "it".
She was Weiling.
How unexpecting. ._.
Then I had Gavin and her stead, FT.
Lastly, with Risheng and Jocelyn. ._.
Hahaha.
And i also saw my mother having a NDS!
She was playing with it in "it".
Hmm....
Shunhui came to my place.
We played Patapon 2 like total madness enraged into our mind.
Then he left before i met up with yongjie to have my dinner.
He came to my house to play, ok, he didn't manage to though...
He went home and we had a round of Dota!
LOLs.
Met up again to have supper!
FT and Gavin came too.
That was out of surprise!
Well! Good nights!
There's a secret here! xD
Then we all went home like those cockroach that should just get inside those drain!
STOP COMING OUT AND SCARE ME LIKE THAT! BASTARDS! >:O
X: opps.
~\(~.~)/~
2:39 am
14 March 2009;
Thought...
Thought...
During shower. I was thinking, what if...
What if, i've left about 3 months to live? :O
Well...
After a few minutes of such thought,
i told myself that i wanna to die without anyone knowing.
i think that is actually the best way.
(:
You know why?
Because nobody would be sad!
No tears! No nothing. :D
No quarrels! I can only see some faces that really grin widely!
Show their teeth! ^^
Anyway, time will still be the best medicine.
Soon, one would not, need not, should not, remember the days of upsets...
Erm...
I am damn tired now.
But, well...
Let's see what's coming next! :D
Patapon! (:
2:02 am
13 March 2009;
Relieve!
Relieve!
Hmm.. Well, blogging is, from what i think, a great way to feel loose.
Not as in go crazy, but a self-relieve.
I only know that, whatever stuff should not be kept in your heart.
Yeah.
There's no one to listen and to understand this.
Therefore, i need to, somehow tell something.
Hmm..
I'm getting better minute by minute.
And THOSE who understood the "spaced".
I'm really sorry.
It wasn't intentional.
I just need a "let-go".
A heart that is injured can be healed.
A friend that was lost...
How can you retrieve with just "healing"?
(:
HEY!
What's done is done, what's past is past!
Let the good memories flow through every blood vessels, every red blood cells in you!
Its never too hard to reminisce.
Ogay! :D
Smile dude! :D
Smile F********G, and you too G*************G :D
The day i'm really into it is the 18th/19th remember? Hahaha! (:
:D
NO HARD FEELINGS OKAY! >.<
2:05 am
12 March 2009;
Yours truely.
Yours truely.
If the reader understands what it really means.
So, just don't read it ok! (:
I just need to get a place to express it out.
You would be thinking "ahh, what the fuck, attention seeker"
Then, get out of this page and proceed on the the other links down there.
Everyday is getting bored~
Its just so wrong.
Very wrong.
The situation became very awkward.
I feel like expressing out somehow.
...
I felt violated yesterday.
You may think its ridiculous, a joke, but i don't really feel comfortable.
I struggled, verbal words: I'm in pain, would make you stop what you're doing.
But, no, you made me more uncomfortable or more painful.
Well, that toothbrush was the most ridiculous thing, ever.
Vibrating through the way it is, and mind it where you're placing.
"Hahaha", you think its funny. Yeah, hell, god damn funny.
Being looked at and joked, all laughed...
Simply no one bothered to help or anyone of them stopped.
Nobody cared. Totally helpless.
Simply great.
I pushed.
Yes, the one who's the smallest, in size, and the one who made me in pain the most.
Yeah, funny. Laugh all you might.
I'm not sure, but whether is it i vented on him.
Though i doubted so.
Wasting blog space too~
I left, and simply, no i would rather use the word utterly, disappointed.
5 years, you told me how difficult that the relationship has built.
You were rather upset by how DIFFICULT it was to be.
Down there, i think, you would be the closest and the most understandable one, to me.
No. I don't think so now, i should reconsider this sentence about using "closest".
But, you didn't chase up...
Not the FIRST one who called up. I was waiting if you don't get it.
The first one in my mind is you. How importantly that i needed aid and comfort.
Argh!
Nah. Fucking god damn it and hell no.
Just so sorry!
And surprisingly, it was the other one.
The one who pissed me off.
I thought i was petty. And i think i should be.
Its just so not me, though.
You wanted to maintain your love.
Okay, i think its understandable.
Well, i can see how you place it no. 1.
He say "don't care him" and you followed what he told you.
"CARE"... Where is it in your heart now?
That word is just more than what it means.
Its obviously i'm hurt.
The way i'm moving, my actions...
Yeah... You might be thinking that "he might be jealous."
And this "jealous" is obvious.
Well, damn obvious enough.
Did you hide your true feelings?
Oh no.... Maybe you're not even hiding.
Now i'm doubting... :/
Yeah. Jealousy is indeed scary.
I remembered a friend told me that she's actually acting in front of her best friend!
And she actually hate her best friend who now became her so-called "best friend".
And they had been together since primary 5 till now.
How long has it been?
And her so-called "best friend", same situation here, puts love in no. 1 position.
Now, i understand how she feels.
Because, maybe someone was putting up show too!
Hmmm... i haven't, or rather couldn't even find the true ones in my life.
I didn't share a lot about myself with normal ones.
Well, the one being closer... no....
I think i'm the one who needs the change.
Maybe its me, who knows?
Till here!! :D
He told me "let bygones be gone".
Yeah... Is it true that you meant what you said?
You're the ever one that quarreled with me the most.
You're the ever first one.
Even with my family, it's not more than you.
Then I thought, it is only my fault?
I'm the one who should apologize eh?
You don't apologize. Yeah.
Hell, yeah. You always don't.
I'm the one giving it into you huh.
There's no need to hide.
Just stay away like i've got virus infected.
Just speak out your feelings!
Right at my face? Nah.
Just don't need to give a fucking damn about it. :D
Barriers are forming up between, thicker than reinforced walls.
Perhaps, the one building it up is me.
Or i'm just too sensitive.
Getting over reacted huh.
Bye!
asdasd
11:52 am
10 March 2009;
OMG!
OMG!
Oh my gosh!
This year is just so LUCKY!
Damn it!
Well, remember that i told you people that TP accepted me into their course?
Hahahah! That's the first one that made me damn lucky.
Hmmm....
Once again, AGAIN, with the reemphasizing of the word in capital letter, i'm at Wendell's house~
Kenglong is such a trouble shit. -_-
Sharing blanket with him is -__________________________________________-
He rolled himself in the blanket and i've got to PULL some from him. -_-
Zzzzzzzz..... Freaking shortie! ARGH!
Makes me fall ill. #*(!@^#*(!@
Phew, luckily, (LOL! Saw that word again?) I'm not even sick! :D
Woke up with a PLEASANT day! LOL!
And, YJC called me. :D
For what reason?
Lets see...
I've lost my wallet remember??
The one Jessica Low & Ong gave me as birthday present last year. >.<
Well, i lost it 1 day before CNY at bugis when i was with Mattheus.
And the school called me, or rather my ex-class's form teacher, Mr Yeo called me to tell me that the wallet is now in the school. O,O!
I was like, "i've lost it quite a long time ago!", HAHAH!
Well, Lucky tri-ology! X:
HAHAH!
JIA NA! X: HAHAHAH!
Oh oh!
Happy Birthday PohGek!
Ah! And Xavier!
1:36 pm
4 March 2009;
Time to update!
Time to update!
Went out just now~
With Jervis, Gavin and Mama *_____ _____!
Dinner at Liang Court before proceeding to Plaza Sing.
Well, before going PS, sending mama home is very important.
*Removed words.
Removed content yo.
Have been at Wendell's house the pass few days!
And I saw Jocelyn Jie when I was going home from Wendell's place.
Just so coincidence man! :D
Didn't see her for a VERY LONG TIME LE!
And Happy BElated Birthday DINA! (:
Hmm...
Everyday is such a bore!
And I was reading about Little Miss and Mr Men books!
How cute! xD
How do you actually spell HAPPY in your heart?
-Well, you can cast by using wand.
-Read from a book.
-Laugh madly.
Faker.
2:15 am